I want to stay out longer

What’s up with people having curfew because it is so stupid because I really don’t think that there should be any curfew kids should be allowed to come home when they want but not to later because then at anytime at night things can happen and that many be way are parents want us to have curfew. But again we are going in to high school and it is going to be summer less then a month. But also then don’t want anything happen to there kids like getting killed because they were in the wrong spot at the wrong time and then the parents feel like they it was there felt because they can do what ever they want and that is what leads into bad thinks but really bad things can happen at anytime time and any were. So what should we do about it because it is something that everybody wants to do when they get out of school is stay out with there friends and don’t what to come in when the came in when they were in school.

Getting In A High School Is So Stressful

Yesterday I found out that I was not getting into some high schools that I had applied for and it is make me and my mom stress because now we are worry about what kind of school I am getting into. Now it is hard because I know a couple of people that have the same problem. And the thing is that you need to go in prepared for high school because they may ask you questions that you may not know and in witch this thing had happen to me. And now I feel that it is my fault because I didn’t fill out something on my application, but there still is more school to look at. So I am hoping that in the next month or two I will find out what school in am going to so I can get my self prepared for the next four years in high school

Life Suck

Don’t you hate when people or family bring up the past, when they know that it makes you mad. Well it happens to people and I don’t know how much it my bother other people but it bothers me so bad that I what to just leave and stay away form my mom and family because my mom is just somebody that is not the best when we get in fights because I get mad and then she sits there and say that I do stuff that I don’t really do. Then after the fight is done she is like “Oh I am sorry” and it makes me mad because I know she don’t mean it because then we go right back to square one witch start over the fight again. But then she also is like why you are never happy anymore and why do you always have an attitude because you know that makes you mad and I say that it’s you that gives me the attitude because you are always starting stuff. But I guess that is life and all mothers and daughters always get in fights and sometimes dads but it is mostly mother and daughters get in fights. What do you think that there will ever be a day that they won’t fight? What causes them to always start the fights?

Two months left, What do we do?

Well, there we are after being in school with each other for so long. We are graduating in last then two months and going off to high school and yea it may be hard to leave all your friends that you have been close with for so very long and now we are just going to leave them because we are going off to high school and then collage. Wow, it so hard to believe that we are growing up so fast but you know that it is for the better. But there is something’s that I am going to miss a lot and the things that I am going to miss are my closest friends because they are the best but I know that I will still see them out side of school that is way it is better that we are leaving to go to high school because I will still see my best friends.

REST IN PEACE TIMBER I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS

Today on April 20, 2009 I have to say bye to my best friend. She is not just my best friend she is my life because she has been there since I was four and now she has to leave me because she has had cancer for three months and we just need to think that she will be in a better place looking down at us smiling because she know that we will miss her and love her very much. And now I wish that there was something I could do to bring her back, but I cant and either can my parents and I guess that thing happen for a reason but way to her or even better way should bad things happen to anybody because the hurt just don’t go away in it may take a few days or weeks. But the thing that I am glad about is that people that I have around me, because they are there form me no matter what happens in my life and that is Naomi and Natalie. And in return I do my best to treat them the same way.

Nobody Is Perfect

Did you ever have one of your friend’s treat you like you were a piece of dirty will I did and it feel like somebody turned there back on you? But you know what I don’t think that people like them don’t have feelings, they also don’t think about what they say until they know that it has hurt the person. But then again it is not worth losing a friend over because if they can’t accept you for how you are then they are losing out on a good friend and this does not just have to happen to one person it happens to everybody and it is not something that everybody wants to deal with but it is life and everybody goes through it. And these are the things that are really hard in life and like I said that nobody is perfect and everybody makes mistakes in life.

What's Up with young teenagers?

What’s up with young teenagers get pregnant at this day in age? Why back in the day it was common for teenagers back then because it was easier for them to raise a baby but know kids at just get knocked up and 95% of the time the dad gets up and leaves the mom to take care of the baby her self witch is harder for the mom because if she don’t have a job and has no help from her family then she may go crazy because there is no support from anybody and it is really tough out there. But it all depends on have the dad is and if he is not the type of guy that will leave as soon as he hears that his girlfriend is having and baby. So what do you think about teenagers being pregnant at such a young age. Is it wrong? Is it right? What should the teens do to stop getting pregnant.

Way get close to somebody when they are just going to slip away

I hate the fact that when you get close to somebody they have to leave you because of something like cancer today I am going to lose someone so close to me that I have know since I have been four years old and the thing that will be leaving me today is my dog timber and she is one of the closest thing in my life and now that I am going to lose and it is really hard for me because this morning I was letting her out side and she could not even get of the couch because she is in so much pain but way does it have to be her.

I hate when people when judge you when they don't know you

Don’t you hate when people say something when you not because I know that a lot of people say things about the person they don’t even know. That’s how fights happen because they say stuff that may hurt there feels or even take there self-esteem. But then again the should know that it is not true and they get there self worked up for nothing at all. Because if you really think about it they are nothing but fake rumors that get started because people are board and have nothing else to do with there life so they start rumors. But there is nothing more then rumors that drive me crazy and I am sure that it drives other people and the thing is that it is so old but people still keep putting words in peoples mouth but it is what it is and that is how people are these days and it is sad but oh so true that people like bad talking people all the time.

Another day without you

Another Day without you


Sadly I say, No please say your not leaving
Stay here don’t go because I need you here
Now I hope that you are trusting and believing
But when I see you I am happy and went to cheer


I remember crying all night over you
But I know that you don’t care about me
Then I see that you really love me too
But then you remember to leave me be


You look at me just as we should now be
You took a chance and asked me to the dance
This is how I can tell that you love me
You put me in this good new perfect stance.

Now you take me back for one last chance
This is the last chance we have for romance.